My life almost ended at one point.
I didn’t want to be in a place where I was controlled, humiliated, emotionally abused, and starred down by society.
I was hurt, insecure, lost, depressed, and alone.
My existence didn’t matter.
I just didn’t see the purpose to live anymore…
Up until two years ago those words ran across my head like a whirlwind. I was very vulnerable and would believe anything anyone would say about me.
I believed what they thought of me.
I became that person.
I became the worthless person they thought I was. Who, anything I ever do, will never be enough. Will never be seen.
That person who is too short to reach anything. Too young to achieve anything. Too tiny to be taken seriously. Too insecure to deserve anything good. Incapable of achieving anything.
I was emotionally abused by hurtful words over and over again by the people I trusted the most. Those filters lived in my head.
They created my reality.
I have never mentioned this to anyone but I’m ready to tell the world now.
I am ready to show all those people that told me that I can’t do anything
That I won’t go anywhere with my life
That I will never become somebody.
I am ready to tell them that I AM SOMEONE!
I do matter.
I don’t need your approval to accept myself.
I have fallen in love with myself enough to be enough.
After all those years of feeling depressed, killing myself inside out.
To the point of actually attempting it…
I found my voice to speak.
To speak up!
I will rise.
I found a new perspective in life.
I became immune to your world and started living mine.
Now it just scares the shit out of you for the monster you have unleashed.
So I thank you.